working two jobs morning and night, up early and to bed late. i did this 12 years ago with such ease. I don’t remember being this tired when I worked that summer. That summer it was all about freedom, necessity, and experiences. I did things that summer I would never do again. I was able to use my freedom for some devious behavior, but I did not fall down the rabbit whole and lose my way. Now looking backing, is there anything I would change? No, not a chance. If not for those experiences I would not be the same person I am today. For each decision we make in the past shapes our future self. In the present we are less aware of the consequences or corollary reactions in the universe to our choices we make. However in the future your perspective comes into view and you can see that road E lead to intersection 1, which lead to juncture avenue S. And it all made sense in the end.